February 2012
28 posts
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I’m a coward. I thought I could end things to set him free. I thought I could be fair to him and to myself, to give us both a chance and a shot at life and what it can bring us. But I stop short at the last minute. I deny his chance by selfishly dragging it on. I’m a coward, one who couldn’t face loneliness and that I can’t look at loneliness in the face. I’m sorry....
“I tried so hard. You know that, right? I tried harder than you could ever...”
– (via eletheowl)
I will always love u.
“So often people feel their job is to make people who are hurting feel better....”
– Rachel, Dear Sugar March 2011 (via youjustyou)
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In life, it’s a given that you will lose people. People will flow in and out like curtains through an open window, sometimes for no reason at all. But losing someone important to you will feel like a suckerpunch every single time, and you’ll never see it coming. Which makes the friendships that do hold out, the ones that make it through countless breakdowns and breakthroughs and changes and years,...
“It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same...”
– (via eletheowl)
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You think you could let it go, you think that seeing the person would not give you the heart stopping, mind blowing feeling. You thought you were stronger than this. The things you tell yourself and the facade you built just all crack and break the moment you see him. It just all fall apart and all that’s left is you being exposed and naked and all you could do is to acknowledge your own...
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I look at you and say my goodbyes. But still I am just not ready to let you go.
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You can’t choose who you love, but you can choose how you love them.
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The sun set in the horizon and I felt my heart sinking in rhythm. You really just have to bite your jaw and hold yourself up sometimes because that’s the best you could do to prevent people from knowing how close you are to losing it all.
“Miss someone until they come back, or until you come back, until their absence...”
– Thought Catalog (How To Miss Someone)
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“Do you ever wonder whether people would like you more or less if they could see inside you? I always wonder about that. If people could see me the way I see myself— if they could live in my memories— would anyone, anyone, love me?”
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always near but never there. interactions with almost endings. always me, always you, but never us.
“But everything else in the world seems so completely random. What if one little...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via eletheowl)
Believe in a god. Believe in a song. Believe in a friend. Believe in a warm bed. Believe in tomorrow. Believe in love. Believe in everything. Believe in nothing. Believe in whatever you want. But always believe in yourself.
January 2012
71 posts
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I heard what you meant that you couldn’t say out. I love you, but I just can’t anymore.
“I will love you until the chances of us running into one another slip from slim...”
– Lemony Snicket (via nyexpressou)