December 2011
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“It’s suspended there to remind us before we pop the champagne and celebrate the New Year, to stop and reflect on the year that has gone by. To remember both our triumphs and our missteps - our promises made, and broken. The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures - or closed ourselves down, for fear of getting hurt. Because that’s what New Year’s is all about: getting another chance. A...
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and only you could make me feel.
I’m losing. Slowly but surely. I’m trying to grab on but it’s slipping.
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“You asked for something I cannot give, even though a day without you, I cannot live.
A brutal decision we have to take, a life together, we cannot make.
Understand me one day, I hope you will, as against my wishes, our dreams I kill.
Too much is at stake, other lives we rake.
You asked for something I cannot give, even though a day without you, I cannot live.”
-G
Reblog if you met someone amazing this 2011.
I met someone amazing that couldn’t be mine.
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You came down to get the painting yesterday. And again you asked me to move on, to not get stuck in this perpetual emptiness and hole that I’ve pushed myself and allowed myself to stay in. To know that what you wish for doesn’t always come to you but that doesn’t mean you crumble and be upset about it. In fact you should accept it and take it as an experience and just put your...
how can loving someone makes you feel so sad. how can loving you drench me in tears?
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I’m sorry but I don’t think I can stay here anymore.
How can you ask this from me? How can you ask me to erase everything we shared? How can you say the memories are still yours so you don’t really need anything. How can you? Why are you asking me to do this? And why are you asking to place my faith with you and that you have your reasons. How can you just ask this from me. Can’t you see how much it hurts me? Can’t you even tell...
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The awkward silence. The frightened stares. The impossible distance between us though we are right next to each other. The subtle way we tried to avoid talking. The desire to hold you. I look at you when you left and felt the tears dripping inside me.
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You are real. This is real. This is not an infatuation. What I feel for you is so intense and so deep it scares me. I fear that I’ll lose you. I fear that one day you will decide to walk out of my life. I can’t let that happen. You mean too much to me. It’s been half a year. It’s been so long and all I want is still you. You. I don’t think it will ever change and I...
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Someone told me today that life isn’t about sadness minimization. It’s about happiness maximization.
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You know how insignificant this really is and yet you also know how catastrophic this really is.
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I was alone. Hiding in a corner, afraid that you would see me. And from afar I looked at you, taking in everything that my eyes could. Your hair, your clothes, the way your hands are placed beside you, your smile. I tried to remember it all because I miss you and I don’t know when’s the next time I would see you.
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I got you and you got him and fate got us all. The irony of it. The sheer random pull between the three of us.
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It’s so sudden. At a certain age, people expect you to be responsible, to think logically and be a grown up. And everyday we get older, but do we really grow up? Or are we all kids trapped in this grown up body doing what’s expected of us?
Neverending cycle. You me and him. There’ll never be just you and me.
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It’s okay to feel things and be who you are about them.
November 2011
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I had a dream yesterday. It was beautiful and sad. I woke up with a smile on my lips and a tear on my eye. The dream gripped me with such intensity and it weird how I can’t seem to recall the details of it. But I’ll tell you what I remember. You were in the dream with me. In the dream, you sat beside me and held my hands. We didn’t talk and we sat there in silence. But it wasn’t any of those...